Below are the 12 most recent journal entries recorded in Cassie's LiveJournal:

Thursday, February 24th, 2005
6:19 pm	HEy guys I havnt written in this in a long time and i was tierd of hearing Alyssa yell at me to make a knew one! hahaha well I would just like to give a special shoutout to a dear friend of mine who is such an ANIMAL lover!!! I know that when your drunk things get a little hazy but geeze I didnt think one can be that confused!!! And BRETT it is ok to have feelings and diffrent attractions to certain things, I i just want you to know that i supposrt you in whatever you may choose! hahahaah..... Well anyway play practice was cancelled today and that was amazing to the 10 power squared!!! Lol I deff. watch disney channel way to much! ahhahaa Anyway the past couple of days have been CrAzY! I did this swing dancing thing with this kid name Danny ( a freshman who i think u currupted well ) and it was so much fun! And i was mrs. twams demistrator... and she flipped me over her shoulder! hahaha and me n danny had to show all these kids cool swing lifts and jumps and I got out of periods 1234567 yestersday and 67 todday so i had fun and i missed class no complaints there.... But anyway Im going to go! Mauh bye bye ~ <3 cassie <3 Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: lets get it on :) (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 9th, 2005
12:43 am	Hey guys! I havnt updated this in awhile so I thought I would tell ya how everything has been going... Well i cant complain.! lol Nothing exciting has happened and thankfully nothing devistating. O except for that thing that happened ( lauren, teasy, amanda, kina) you know what im talking about! hahhha, I love how this 20 year old is always telling me how he wants to have sex with me!!! NOOOOOTTTT! lol, anyway Ms. west is crazy, and I love twam! hahah Omg I got my prom dress! And i got my v-day dance dress for tommy connerton also know as (tc!)( right?) v-day dance... but anyway tommy just left and it was a fun night at least on my part and he says he has a fun night but I wouldnt really know that...! lolso I will just go with what he says :) witch i hope he had fun! lol well Im just kinda rambling on becuase im really trying to stall cause im doing a paper and I really REALLY dont want to do it... By the way TOMMY CONNERTON IS THE SEXIEST MOST AMAZING BOY IN THE WORLD! and I am his CHEESE POODLE and I LOVE IT! hhahaha - thats for u baby :)- lol well im going to go I CANT not do this paper talk to yall later mauh! Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: footloose! (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 2nd, 2005
11:11 pm	HEy guys... well I dont really have much to say today becuase I didnt go to school!!!!!!! lol and slept till like 11:30 than from 12:30 till like 4:30 lol!!! I was sooo lazy today! haha but let me tell u the crazy drems I had! lol I dreamt bout a crzy killer guy chasing me n my sister around the block and than we got into a car with the guy from fresh prince the dad! lol than i dreamt of this pink n white wallet that i had to go in the bottom of the sea to get and i had to jump off this dock n there were pennies in em but the pennies meant something! hhahaha it was crzy! and i was swimming away from fish! omg it was honestly insane.... !! I just wnt to say that AMANDA Mcgrath is the kewlest girl ever and she is so pretty and talented and she could never be DECOFIDIZED! and she should let anything get her down! even stupid bitches from all shore! lol anyway i hung out with tommy tonight! YAy and it was fun.. lol but yeah now im not tierd at ALL! so im gunna try and go force myself to sleep! lol mauh Current Mood: hyper (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 1st, 2005
12:32 am	Scared whats gunna happen next! WOW this has to be the worst day ever!Well I guess it started at like 4 in the morning when I finally went to sleep for the night, than woke up at 6 took a shower and still managed to be late, almost killing ourselves on the road! (shes a crazy driver!) lol than on my way to first period i totally ate the floor for breakfast!!! Lol I was laughing and so were my friends but o man it killed my ankle, so than during history I start hysterically crying with this dumb movie we are watching.. its so sad.. the guy died and it just made me cry, than I try n go to my class were i did this thing for over a half hour the nite before and I cant find it so I search my locker like a mad man and still cant find it (perfect right~) Besides the fact I have like 10000 zeros becuase i just dont care but the one nite and the one important assignment I cant find it! Well as im still looking the bell rings of course! so now I run to the other side of the school and of course im late! and my teacher wasnt having a good day either it seems, becuase I had a 10 minute lecture on how tardiness is unexceptable, and the next time im late i can think about a better route i can take in the halways after school with her! than all I want to do is dance and I had to sit out becuase of my ankle -witch is getting better- (thank god) but the one day I cant dance twam gives the coolest class ever! and wont let me do anything! so than I come home to find my mom is really sick she cant go bak to work till thursday and she cant drive anywere than, I go to singing and suck like a mom! and than i come home to find out tommy is going away :(--- he will have fun! lol and i want him to but i will miss him like crazy :( and than I decide well let me go take a nice relaxingshower so i go in and fall cutting my arm and bleeding all over the place... so after im all nice n clean i come and i go to paint my nails,,,o well what an adventure that shyza was! I dropped the brush part catching it between my legs getting nail polish all over my freshly washed legs! and than had to put nail polish remover on my legs to get it off, spilling it all over my robe... and than after all that I didnt like the color and just took it all off! and now it is late and I need to just end this day now! so im going to go! im sure I will fall outta my bed or break my leg or something ----- knock on wood---- well I hope you guys had a better day :) and hopefully i will have a better one tom. --prob not tho--!! well goodnite guys mauh! love always CasSie Current Mood: scared Current Music: cell block tango (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, January 29th, 2005
7:37 pm	hey guys... Im bored and im waiting for my mommy to bring tommy home! :) lol well last nite was deffinatly fun! lol the waffles I got with ice cream whip cream choclate syrup and bannanas was deff! amazing even though could only eat half of it.. stevey had no problem excepting my left overs! hahaha Enough sugar on that for ya babe!!! :) than I almost wanted to kill myself in sebasses car becuase he insisted on listning to RENT... the devil show lol manda!! hahah (yall know why!) but than he was done being a buger and turned it off for me! But the best is when me n jono made our starburst castle becuase we are FAT! lol and the movie was so funny! lol katie n jono I wanna focker you! hahah although it was SUCH a good movie.. jess didnt think so, u could tell by the snores coming from her seat! hahah !!! well I have to put my clean clothes away before tommy comes, and before my mom gets home cuz i promised her I would do that! O and I just want to say katie rev u will never get me to see hide and go seek in a million and one hundred years! lol alright maybe next weekened we will see it! lol! ok guys Im really gotta go now though!muah, Love yall xoxox <3 Cassie <3 Current Mood: giggly Current Music: Dashboard... (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, January 27th, 2005
12:21 am	Cant we stay young forever?? Sometimes I look back at my life and just have to laugh, when i was 10 or 11 all i wanted to do was be old, i wanted to wear makeup I wanted to drive a car I wanted to go to college, be on broadway, be a model, at one point i think i wanted to be a dancer at the moulin rouge (of course!) but now that i look at life i see all I wanna do is curl up and go back into my younger days... were the biggest problems then seem so small now. I mean honestly the biggest problems i must have came across was the kid next to me took my juice pack, or the *cute boy* who sat infront of me kicked me a lil too hard while we were playing footsi underneath the table! But now at the age of 16 im finding that i would kill to have those problems again! When i was that age I never knew what pain was (except if i fell) I never knew what reality was, I never knew what life meant really. But now i see there is so much more... I am a junior in high school and already guidence is calling us down drilling in our brains "you must go to college, the only way to be anything in life is if you go to college, get good grades, have your life planned out, now!!!" and I am finding that I just cant do that.. we have to start looking at colleges now and start reasearching what we need on our sat to get there if they look at school grades, do we have enough credit... and it is just so much pressure,, the more and more people ask "what do you wanna be when you grow up" the more and more i want to feel what it was like when the kid took my juice pack. Im not ready for all of this yet, and to be honest im scared, as much as I say I cant wait to get outta here get outta high school the more I realize that maybe I can wait... I know I will go to college and I know I will love it! its just the thought that is scaring me noiw, to know that two years from now I will wake up and not see some of my best friends everyday that I have seen for the past four years is scary, and knowing that when i have a headache or a stomachache I cant go crying to my mom and she wont be able to make it better. And knowing that i have to leave people behind that i would never want to in a million years is soooo scary!And thats why growing up is hard. But its something we all will have to do! So here is a lil shout to all my friends- I luv you guys so much!! i dont know what i would do without you, and no matter what we will always be friends forever!!!! Current Mood: scared Current Music: ~!~ Cell block tango~!~ (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, January 19th, 2005
11:03 pm	Naughty AND Nice?!? We grow up with certain morals, say please and thank you, excuse yourself from the table, show respect for your elders, and that gentlemen should always show respect to a lady. Becuase we are such danty creatures... But men sometimes we just like to be thrown around, so on the streets were nice but one on one we can be very nauty!!! A girl just needs to feel wanted sometimes, its nice to cuddle and its nice to look into a mans eyes, but just like me we want the action too!! And sometimes we can be up for anything :)!!! but just becuase we can be like that doesnt mean that we dont like it intamite sometimes, becuase that always gives off good vibes... but once in awhile you just gotta throw us down and show us who is boss!! So yes we can be very nice at the right time and the right places, but dont get one idea in your head becuase we can suprise you in the most pleasant ways!!! Current Mood: crazy Current Music: lets get it on :) (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 18th, 2005
11:28 pm	Why are some people so afraid of the word love? As we get older, many things change, our face, our bodies, our outlooks on things, but one thing that i have noticed that makes a drastic change are the meanings of words. Why are some people so afraid of the word love? i LOVE you, its all a girl wants to hear and all a guy needs to hear before he heads for the hills!! Its no secret that girls get much more attatched than guys and they get attached quicker to, so about the time the girl is ready to say I love you and mean it, the boys are still in their "is this really what i want stage" And for girls there in the this is what I want and I want him to love me back. But for some guys it can take months on end just to get a love ya outta them over the computer. And for guys, LOVE is a big word for us to, we just know how to use it. When we truly feel love we say it, but when u do it takes you weeked to figure out if u really mean it, so if u feel it SAY IT! And if we say it first dont give us the "waoh love is a strong word" thank you captain obvious we know! IT WAS HARD FOR US TOO!!... Say something more like thank you or even a you to would be nice! And if ur dating n ur gunna make a big deal about I LOVE YOU dont go n say it to another girl becuase that just isnt right! But anyway I have seen so many girls freak and so many guys run becuase of one word. And it makes u wonder how can such a small word have such a big impact on someone?!!! Current Mood: curious (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, January 17th, 2005
7:29 pm	How Far is Cheating?? In every realationship there is always that one person who makes you wonder exactly how far is cheating? And when is it to far? Over the past couple of months I have noticed in relationships that not everything is so smoothe sailing, there are a lot of bumps in the road, and sometimes you fall and get really hurt! So here are the questions how far is cheating for you? Is it kissing and anything beyond that? Or is it holding hands, and cuddling? or could it even be texting another person of the opposite sex goodnite I love ya everynight? But lying about it in the end? Or could it possible be that there is no boundries when dating? You can do everything but kiss and beyond with another person. So really there is no deffinition of cheating, yet somehow sometimes the actual kiss isnt as bad as waiting to hear that it happened, when in relaity its all the lil deatials leading up to the bigger thing that can drive a person crazy. And im worried out so do what u must, but just know ur begining to cross the lines of cheating. Current Mood: curious (8 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, January 9th, 2005
7:58 pm	AHHHHH I just wanna get better!! lol i have been sick now for like 4 days now and i still am feeling yucky! So yeah this weekened wasnt to crazy for once! Friday i cooked dinner for a friend and went in the hot tub n watched movies, than saturday i had to wake up t 7:15 in the morning to go help out with the fpac auditions where I danced from 9-12:30 than sat and did music with sam and jessica witch wasnt to bad, but the best was I got to watch all the auditioners do there solo! than me brit arthor tay n jess went out to apple bees after stealing brits car lol! nd than we went to cold stones, and than brit kid napped me and we talked forever! lol but i love our convos, so than it was like 10:30 when i got home, and I went online n than went to bed becuase I am sick, hahaha thank GOD i didnt wake up till like 1:30 today though! O! how could I almost forget to tell everyone this?? A jogger on saturday ran into ms. west car!!! AHHHH nd she fell down and rolled backwards and ms. west puts the car in reverse to go see if she was ok and almost hit the lady!!! she ws screaming NOOOO and put her hand out as she was trying to roll way... I have never heard anything so funny in my life! And sam and I SWEAR that mrs.west was high during the auditions they had a five minute break she left all tierd and she comes back laughing at EVERYTHING and o man! hhahaa well I discovered the BEST ice crem flavor ever at cold stone...Cake batter! O man I die for that stuff, it just melts on your tongue ahhhhh I love it, O well Im going to go, I still have to clean my room, and do a last minute project! (dont you love those?) Plus my mother is yelling at me.. (what else is new?) haha so i gotta go bye!!! Current Mood: sick Current Music: Wicked!!! (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, January 5th, 2005
10:48 pm	So yeah i basically am not going to have a life for the next three months!! We just got our rehersal sheets for chicago practice and I am there EVERYDAY after school from the January third till March 19th the last day of our show!!! It will be fun though so im looking forward to it! So not to much happened since the last time i wrote in here, just the same old went back to school (Yuck!) have rehyersals, dance, but I have been hanging out with tommy alot :) witch is always good! lol, So lauren Avon is the coolest girl in the world! lol becuase she showers and gets clean!!!-sorry random! hahaha anyway the funniest things were happening today when i was walking into school I saw this kid running into the building (cause it was raining) and he was walking up the steps in the senior parking lot rather running up them missed a step and tumbled all the way down, it was so funny I couldnt stop laughing after I knew he was ok that is! lol but that just started the day off good, than in english our class is just crazy and our english teacher was sitting by the window with it wide open (causing us to freeze) talking about how much it sucks to have hot flashes becuase she is going through her changes and how all of uis girls are lucky we arnt at that stage yet! EWWWWW!! how gross, i like my teacher but I do not need to know about her changes, or her hot flashes!!! But anyway that me n brian went to sleep in our science class, and he thinks im on crack, WITCH IM NOT! lol Im just a lil hyper in that class lol! Well im going to go I have to do some studying for my history test tom.!! <3 cassie! Current Mood: chipper Current Music: All that Jazz! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, December 30th, 2004
6:03 pm	trying this out!!! Hey guys this is my first time doing this, and it is pretty cool!!! Nothing really to exciting today happened, except I went to the pyschic witch was pretty cool! And now I am going to go see the phantom of the opera movie (witch is suppossed to be reallu good) Nothing really else, except today was the big day! (only a few know what im talking about) But there is no point in worrying about it!! O and before i forget i LOVE my new lap top!!! Im sitting in my room right now on my bed just chyllen out watching tv talking and wrighting...haha I love it! Well i just wanna say HAPPY NEW YEARS to everyone and I love you all!! Current Mood: curious Current Music: Footloose!! (9 Comments |Comment on this)